pretty much how I feel right now.. actually this song has always hit home to me...

I can't imagine all the people that you know, and the places that you go
When the lights are turned down low.
And I don't understand all the things you've seen, but I'm slipping in between, you and your big dreams.
It's always you, In my big dreams.
And you tell me that its over.
Wake up lying in a patch of four leaf clovers, and your restless and I'm naked.
You gotta get out, you cant stand to see me shakin', no, could you let me go?
I didn't think so, and you don't wanna be here in the future,
So you say the presents just a pleasant interuption to the past.
And you don't wanna look much closer, cause ur afriad to find out all this hope you had sent into the sky by now had, crashed, and it did, because of me.

And then you bring me home afraid to find out that your alone, oh.
And I'm sleeping in your living room, but we dont have much room to live.

And I had these dreams, in them I learned to play guitar, maybe cross the country, become a rock star.
And there was hope in me that I could take you there, but damnit you're so young.
Well, I dont think I care, and if I hurt you, then I'm sorry, please dont think that this was easy.

And then you bring me home, cause we both know what its like to be alone, oh.
And I'm dreaming in your living room, but we dont have much room to live.

And konstantine is walking down the stairs, doesn't she look good standing in her underwear?
And A was thinking, what I was thinkin', we've been drinkin and it doesnt get me anywhere.
My konstantine came walking down the stairs, and all that I could do was touch her long blond hair.
And I've been thinkin, but it hurts me thinking, that these nights when we were drinking, no,  they never got us anywhere, no.

This is because I can spell confusion with a 'K', and I can like it.
Its to dying in another's arms, and why I had to try it.
Its to Jimmy Eat World and those nights in my car, when the first star you see may not be a star.
I'm not your star!
Isn't that what you said? What you thought this song meant?

And if this is what it takes, just to lie with my mistakes, and live with what I did to you, all the hell I put you through.
I always catch the clock, Its 11:11 now you wanna talk
Its not hard to dream you'll always be my Konstantine, my Konstantine.
They'll never hurt you like I do.
No they'll never hurt you like I do, no,no,no, no, no, no, no, no.

This is to a girl, who got into my head with all the pretty things she did.
Hey, ya know, you keep me up in bed.
This is to a girl, who got into my head with all these fucked up things I did.
Hey, maybe, baby you could keep me up in bed, my Konstanine.

You spin around me like a dream, we played out on this movie screen
And I said,  "Did you know I missed you, Did you know I missed you, Did you know I missed you, Did you know I missed you, Did you know I missed you, Did you know I missed you, Did you know I missed you, I miss you."

And then you bring me home, and we go to sleep, but this time, not alone.
And I know, and you'll kiss me in your living room.
I know, I  know you miss me in your living room, cuz these nights I think maybe that I miss you in my living room.
But we don't have much room, I said, "Does anybody need that room, because we all need a little more room, to live."

My Konstantine...





LOVE this song. *sigh*